Rule #1: Don’t kill yourself.
For most people, death occurs at the end of a long series of ‘losses of life.’ Lots of ‘losses of life’ have a cumulative effect until there is not enough life left to keep the body functioning.
Losses of life are like cuts in the skin that cause bleeding. Some cuts are small nicks where only a few drops of blood (life) are lost. Other cuts are huge and dramatic and lots of blood is lost.
On a physical level, the body is a bag of blood. Breaking the skin is not a good idea. Think of this the next time someone wants to poke you with a syringe full of poison.
If you consider that, energetically, we may be a bag of energy contained within an invisible skin, we wouldn’t want to break that ‘skin’ either since energy would spill out.
Energy losses, like cuts in the physical skin, vary in severity at the moment and in the long-term.
This is really where ‘loss of life’ occurs. Insults, betrayals, humiliation, disapprovals, assaults, non-love, non-caring, the list of adverse childhood experiences all can result in loss of life.
Self-disapproval is the main weapon used in suicide. Self-disapproval results in loss of life so that the person is weakened spiritually, mentally, emotionally and physically so that high vibration thoughts, emotions, and actions are not available to one’s awareness.
Opportunistic energies influence a weakened person to the point that lies are believed to be true, reason is reversed, and non-existence is felt to be better for the world and for the person. Actually, nothing is further from the truth.
Disapproval is a control device used on people from birth. When we mis-learn the lesson of disapproval we begin to use self-disapproval as a way to control ourselves. It doesn’t work any more than stabbing yourself with a knife would inspire greater achievements.
Having mis-learned lessons of control and disapproval, we then embark on the second most common characteristic of suicide–we try to control what can’t and shouldn’t be controlled by us.
We were controlled by others so we learned that control of others produces what we want. No, it doesn’t! The idea that one’s health, happiness, and success will come from controlling others sets conflicting energies in motion.
Self-control is the only viable and valuable form of control. When we try to control another we literally give energy to the other. It is our loss.
On sane person would stand up, walk over to a wall in the room they’re in and start pushing, expecting the wall to transform into a door in that spot. “What are you doing?, we would asked. “Trying to make this wall a door”, could be the answer. “The door is over here”, we would offer helpfully. “I want the door to be here and I want this wall to be the door!”
As this scenario continued and frustration and anger escalated, we might see the person running, crashing, screaming, and flailing to get the wall to be the door. All that human energy, devoted to trying to control outer circumstances, would be lost from the person. Death results from these accumulated losses.
Another way people toxify themselves to the point of death is to connect to their self-disapproval and project it onto other people. Anger, blame, cruelty, etc., actually prime the invisible ‘energy pump’ which responds, abundantly, with the same type vibrations we use to prime it.
When we offer gratitude to the object of our attention, we are priming a pump that will provide more vibrations that resonate with gratitude. That is, more things worthy of gratitude will come into our experience.
However, when we offer or project negative, lower vibration energy liike resentment, more things that resonate with the vibration of resentment come to us as surely as if we directly asked to feel more resentful.
These toxic vibrations, expressed through us and resupplied to us, will destroy the physical body even as they damage the mind and the emotions.
Expressing poison is the same as drinking poison. That fact, unknown to most people, is what gradually kills them. It is helpful to know, “You are drinking what you are expressing.”